i forgot to add this into my earlier post(s): 

• we were choosing teams for the hockey unit during pe
• and 
• i was not chosen last this time okay 
• but anyway 
• one of the guys chose me JUST SO 
• he could humiliate me 
• ugh he always does that to me 
• it’s so fifth grade 
• anyway that is all i’m just sad b/c 1) i don’t have any friends on that team 2) it’s awkward b/c i’m the only asian 3) i don’t even talk to anyone on that team 4) i hate the team captain 
• die